I WALKED THIS EARTH OVER 20 YEARS IN SLEEP STATE LIVING ONLY FOR ME, NOT KNOWING GOD, KNEW OF GOD BUT DID NOT HAVE A MOMENT TO MOMENT RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD
A RELATIONSHIP OF OBEDIENCE AND PRAISE, ADORATION AND REVERENCE....

I REMEMBER THAT TIME
THE UPS AND DOWNS THE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER RIDES
THE FEAR THE DOUBT THE GUILT THE PAIN IT BRINGS AND BROUGHT THIS LIVING ONLY "FOR SELF" WAY
THE ME FIRST LIFE....



SOUND FAMILIAR?